For the last 5 years, I have been drifting along going with the flow, but with each crashing wave, a silver of my essence….my spark, breaks away and drifts further out to sea, getting smaller and smaller till it’s no longer in sight. How could I lose myself in the comforts of my life? My life began to be simple, content, comfortable….even during hard times, there was still a level of comfortable, which one would think would be great. After all, it’s something I was wanted: to be happy and comfortable in my life. But not at the expense of losing myself. Where & how do I move to forwards, trying to reconnect with what I’ve lost?
I don’t know if what I wrote makes sense to anyone out there, it’s very hard to explain how I feel. Can anyone relate or understand what I am trying to express?